FL!!!!

Hey Blog. I've been ghost for a minute now and I thought you would like me to share in some awesome news!!! So as of Sunday my perception was once again dramatically altered. Not in any damaging way (although yes it hurt for a moment but that hurt is a selfish one) but I felt more enlightened. There is no changing how I feel about a situation but to accept the situation and what it is. Then I re-realized yesterday upon receiving a phone call from Ryan down in FL  that we are shown paths to take and us as people are ultimately responsible to choose one. So I decided to ask to borrow the money to go down to FL. I hate asking for any sort of anything like that so this was a big step for myself personally. I need to work on those pride issues. I am a little egotistical (sometimes a lot depending on the day) but I don't think that's a bad trait to possess.

So at this point it was just an idea. I went to work and sent out all the good vibes I had towards the situation. I send those out everyday, or at least I try to. Erin ended up working at the mall that day and I remembered him saying if I ever went to FL to let him know because he would probably just move there. I let him know and he is coming with us and starting life again somewhere else. :) So much change is happening in my life and I L-O-V-E change because it's a start for new personal journey's and so forth and such with. I refuse to sit around and dwell on my own bullshit anymore. Yeah, I have to live with it but no use crying over spilled milk. I have felt my purpose in life is to make the people I care about smile and forget their own crap for a second. Inspiration perhaps? Only time will tell. I'm inspired everyday sooooooo, YAY!!!

HERE I COME WORLD LIKE FIRE!!!!